Dear M....

For you, the one I call 'M' ...

I tried to find you.
I tried to contact you.
I tried to visit you.

At the same time, I always try to forget you.
I always try to leave you.
I always try to keep my distance from you.

The further I go, the closer you come.
The further you go, the closer I come.

I will not be able to forget our memory.
I will not be able to eliminate our experience.
I will not be able to eradicate the story our life.

But now you are gone. Now you disappeared. Your disappearance put a full stop to me from turning up. Your disappearance wipes out my desire, my will and my wants.

Saya pasrah. Saya reda.

Thank you for everything you have shared with me.
Thank you for everything you have sacrificed for me.
Thank you for everything you have taught me.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Preparation For My Twin's Wedding

Huargh.... Sleepy.. Sleepy.. But yet, still need to help my sister with some of her preparation for wedding this coming June.

For my wedding? Hehehe.. I don't think so. Just wait and see laa when is the right time to discuss about my own wedding.

I want to share some of the photos I took while completing my task in making the goodies for the guest for the wedding.

still no ribbon.. and flower..

stuff needed.. ribbon, flower, scissors, glue...

still have a few of this huge plastics

ribbon...

Its done!

still have time Facebooking.. :)

Saturday @ Work

It's raining tonight. I am quite exhausted after work. But it was an exciting day at work today. Most of my students came today.

For today, 15th of January 2011, my students are
Marissa Sofea (5 years old),
Damia (3 years old),
Syarah (6 years old),
Jianbei (3 years old),
Shana Alyssa (3 years old),
Ti'ah (3 years old),
Harith (7 years old),
Hakimi (7 years old),
Adam (7 years old) and
Zofri (14 years old).

Those who were absent,
Putri Aaina (5 years old),
Adlina Batrisyia (4 years old) and her twin brother, Adli,
Afif Iskandar (7 years old) and
Varun Raina (12 years old).

Today, some of the things that I taught was Plumo at the Farm for those small students. It was for them to improve their mouse skill and maneuver. They are getting better, compared to previous classes. So, its good laa.. :)

I also taught Scratch. It was fun. I can see that they enjoyed themselves (perasan la pulak, hehehe...). It is a programming for kids, and you can download from the internet. Basic programming lesson where they can create their own simple games and animation features.

It was quite funny to see that two of my 3 year old student, Damia and Shana
were like cannot take turns. They wanted to conquer the mouse and do not want to share. At some point, I was just like let them quarrel.. Hehehe...
Mia was pinching Shana, Shana was pinching Mia.. but then they apologize right after one pinching another. I remembered Shana said to Mia,
"I'm sorry, please don't cry. You want to cry? I am sorry".

Then Mia was like sulking for a 5 seconds and they were back to like close friends.

this is Shanaand this is Damia

Hopefully tomorrow is going to be more exciting day at work. But really cant wait for Monday. Hehehehe...

It's Late.. And Yet, I Am Still Awake!!!

OMG, look at the time now. Its 0345a.m. Why the hell am I still here, in front of my laptop.
Facebook is off,
Yahoo Messenger is off,
Skype is off.
Suddenly tonight feels like wanna update my blog.
So,
I guess there is one that is still on,
Blogger is on!!
Here I am, still awake, facing the screen.

Tonight, I wanna apologize to this person. The person that I love, I care and I respect. I am so sorry coz tonight we had a small fight, or I can say quarrel that made me like do not wanna talk to you at all. And I did. I did not talk to you even one word tonight. Sorry ya.. You know I love you. I'll help you later with your never ending works. :)

Tomorrow I have to wake up early. Should I go to bed now, or should I just stay awake so that I will not wake up late for tomorrow. Hmm... I think I should off to bed.

Okay folks. I am going to bed.

To everyone, good night...
To the person that I've apologize, I'll join you on bed...
To Mohd Padlisham, I love you and misses you so damn much...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Baik Baik Sayang

I have one new favorite song, Baik-Baik Sayang, a song by an Indonesian Band Wali Band.

I really love to hear the vocalist's voice, such a nice-to-hear type of voice. I will never feel bored, like forever.

Aku tak ingin
Kau menangis bersedih
Sudahi airmata darimu
Yang aku ingin
Arti hadir diriku
Kan menghapus dukamu
Sayang...
Karena bagiku kau kehormatanku
Dengarkan... Dengarkan aku

Hanya satu pintaku
Untukmu dan hidupmu
Baik-baik Sayang
Ada aku untukmu
Hanya satu pintaku
Disiang dan malammu
Baik-baik Sayang
Karna aku untukmu

Semua keinginan akan aku lakukan
Sekuat semampuku Sayang
Karena bagiku kau kehormatanku
Dengarkan... Dengarkan aku

Hanya satu pintaku
Untukmu dan hidupmu
Baik-baik Sayang
Ada aku untukmu
Hanya satu pintaku
Disiang dan malammu
Baik-baik Sayang
Karna aku untukmu

Hope you'll enjoy the song like I did. Enjoy!!

It's Friday!!

It’s Friday, and as usual, waked up late. Damn so lazy to go to work. But she has to. Like my handsome guy always said, “kene laa keje, tak keje nak makan ape”. Yeah, so here I am at Great Eastern Mall, Jalan Ampang.

Today most of my students were absent. Ethan wants to play Putt-Putt Enter the Race. He is such a smart 9 year old boy. Then, three years old cute boy, Jordan. Chan Ngai Thong, Neda Fayaz, Idaini Nurisha. That’s all? Yup, only five altogether. The one that was absent, Kyla Ichelle, Yasmin Ghariani, Zaqirah Alissa, Aniq Shazmeer, Fareed, Emman and Qhadijah.

Even though most of them were absent, I still had fun teaching the rest of the students. Hopefully they had fun like I did.